Recent Thoughts on Love

I don't know why I feel so bad about things right now, I simply do. But, somehow, what with V-Day being over now and everything having panned out how it has for the last three weeks, I'm left with this sense that I should start reconciling some of my thoughts of love together, because right now they're not working out.

Someone recently told me that their short-term significant other proposed to them. And I scoffed at the idea. Do I think it would be a bad idea for them to get married now? Yes, but that probably wasn't the way I should have reacted. It's very romantic to receive a proposal...very lovely to be in love. But, I just can't feel it. The more I put into this world, the less I seem to be able to drag out of it. And it has now come to the point to where every single person I trust and am committed to in this world has found a dancing partner, and I, as always, have been left alone to spin slowly inside myself.

So, I guess I'm sorry for my frowns. But, all my lovely couple friends, I don't think we understand each other any longer.