WaHo Life

Sometimes, I'm only in the mood for sad songs.
My friends come through with great news, and I feel like I'm only going through the motions of happy. I don't want to do that.
Something is wrong with me. I know, this is a lot more personal than I usually get. I feel like something must be wrong with me. Enormously wrong. I feel like a complete failure. I feel like I can't stand beside a single decision.
I feel very human.
I don't have time to feel bad, to feel sad, to not be at my peak.
Maybe I'm sad because I'm tired.
Maybe I'm tired because I'm sad.

Once again, I'm confessing in riddles. Here's something I know, though: sometimes hugs wear down all of your barriers that you've built for yourself. And sometimes, that's a very bad thing.